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Name: Floyd
Country: United States
State: Oklahoma
Metro: Stillwater
Birthday: 8/4/1981
Gender: Male


Interests: I have no hobbies. Hobby isn't a serious enough word for the effort I devote to my free-time activities.
Expertise: Check out the screenname. For the "I've gotta have vowels" people, that's guitarist for Jesus. So, umm, go figure. I'm also a techno-geek, so I know computer hardware, software, and gaming. G to th' izz-eek. Word. AIM: gtrst4jss
Occupation: Computer related
Industry: Computers (Software)


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Member Since: 8/22/2003

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Monday, January 09, 2006

I'm abandoning this weblog for my more-easily-pronounced digital pseudonym, guitaristX.


Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Heroes of Morality
I remember being a child and having heroes like Superman.  He was, through-and-through, a good hero.  Even without his super powers, his actions, his speech, and his character made him a worthy role model for millions of kids.  I think that twenty years ago, our culture accepted super-good superheroes.  Now, we can't have that.  We have heros like Randall "Memphis" Raines from "Gone In Sixty Seconds".  Why is it that our culture can't accept a through-and-through "good guy?"

I had an odd upbringing, in that my dad was fifty years my senior.  So, in a lot of ways, it was as if my grandfather had raised me.  I was brought up in the same way that many of my friends' parents were raised, with the same values and expectations.  I see culture from an interesting perspective, since I was brought up a little bit outside the cultural norm.  Having spent much of my childhood observing (in passing, of course) how my peers were raised as compared to myself, I can look back now and understand a few things.

My peers, for the most part, had parents that exemplified compromise in many ways.  Most of the families that my friends belonged to had experienced at least one divorce.  Some parents had criminal records.  Some parents chose not to discipline their kids.  The majority of the families that I saw had one thing in common: lack of absolutes.  For some reason, the following idea has crept into the heads of those people who are now fifty-somethings:
"There's no such thing as wrong or right.  Everything is relative."
I would dare to say that there is even some fear associated with this; i.e. believing in absolutes is something to be afraid of.  Before I continue, please understand, I am not a parent, and I don't intend to point fingers at parents for the degradation of our society.  This little rant is simply observation.  I have observed that absolutes are eschewed.

So, our movies, our TV shows, our heroes, they all exemplify this thing.  Our "hero," Randall Raines, is a car thief - the best there is.  And we are made to believe that stealing fifty expensive cars is the honorable, justifiable thing to do.  Leaving fifty victims, whom we know nothing about, without their rather nice cars is made to be the "right" thing to do, in this very "relative" situation.  When you compare "Memphis" Raines with our childhood heroes, critics say that Superman was "two-dimensional."  What they really mean is that our brains are willing to accept a Shelby Cobra flying over one hundred yards of cars and landing without significant damage, but they can't accept a hero who believes that values are more important than situations.

I'm still trying to figure out why it is that our heroes aren't better than we are.  It seems that there is some great balancing effort, where the more heroic a character is, the more grotesque his vices are.  I noticed this last night with the Tim Burton reinterpretation "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory":  The characters tell us how horrible Augustus Gloop is, as though we couldn't see that by his obesity and the chocolate smeared all over his face.  We hear how Violet Beauregard is such a "beast" (if I remember the term correctly), as though we could not deduce that ourselves from her beating the tar out of three grown men.  It seems as though our culture is intentionally trying to characterize "good" and "bad" by polar extremes, force-feeding processed, packed-with-preservatives morality with a baby's plastic covered, PG-13-rated spoon.  When we are then confronted with a character who is not polar, who might have some good and bad qualities, we are expected to ignore their shortcomings and still consider them to be a hero because the media would like our moral compasses to be just as under-developed and simplistic as a toddler's young mind.

If Randall Raines was a real person, and not a movie character, I would feel obligation to overlook his criminal past and his willingness to return to it, rather than criticize it like I'm doing.  I don't feel convicted in the least about criticizing these types of characters because there is a fundamental difference between our relationships to fictional characters and our relationships to real people:
We are expected to identify with and hope to become, in some way, like the fictional character; whereas, our relationships with people are rarely like this.
Hardly ever do we categorize real-life people as heroes or villains.  Often, every person we ever interact with is somewhere in between, part sinner, part saint.  It seems that Hollywood intends for us to relate better to the dichotomous nature of society's character, at the expense of our own individual character.  The movies, the sitcoms, and the prime-time soaps (7th Heaven, anyone?) seem to be all working towards the same goal:  destroying the real-life applicability of the innate moral code that God designed us with.  Although we are not responsible for the behavior of the people around us, we should never let ourselves believe that we are not responsible for our own behavior.

Consider the fictional characters with whom you identify, and compare them to Jesus.  Jesus never drove a hot rod, He never leapt a tall building in a single bound, and He never shouldered a .50 Caliber machine gun and killed an entire platoon, but He did do something that seems even more impossible now than it ever was - He lived without sin.  Isn't it interesting that the most daunting tasks for most of our heroes would be to turn the other cheek, to love their enemies, and remain sexually pure, rather than the "heroic" tasks of stealing cars, seducing women, killing their enemies, and giving the middle finger to the authorities?  I am convinced that the most heroic feats that anyone could perform in our culture today are not those performed with with physical prowess, athletic ability, stealth, quick wit, seductive charm, or intellect -- they are the moral choices we make.

the uncompromising gtrst4jss


Sunday, October 16, 2005

Churchgoing morons and laughing mimes

So, this week, I've been listening to the radio on my way to work. It's not much, maybe a 10 minute drive, but for some reason, right around 7:55am, the DJ on this station tends to talk about stuff rather than playing music.  So, I'm thinking, "allright, let's see what he has to say."  So, I'm listening, and I hear that a moronic hatemongering church has protested at the funeral of a fallen soldier.  Apparently, this church in Topeka wants to leave no doubt - God apparently hates the military.  You see, the military is obligated to perform duties as indicated by the commander-in-chief, that is, our dear ol' dubya.  I don't support the war, I don't like dubya, but I definitely don't blame a low-ranking soldier for it, nor would I condemn him for doing his duty.  For what it's worth, let's not forget that the bible clearly states that we are to honor our commitments - military service falls neatly into that category.  Apparently, this church in Topeka seems to think that we shouldn't hold true to our word.  For what it's worth to whoever reads this, I am a Christian and I do not support the behavior of Westboro Baptist Church.

On a lighter note, my wife, my sister-in-law, her "not-my-boyfriend-just-a-friend", and I all went to the halloween carnival at the Muskogee castle.  We are going through one of the haunted houses, and this dude in all black stops us so that the next group can go through.  I'm feeling particularly spunky, so I start messing with this person, whom we shall call "Bob":
Me: It's the black knight!  "You shall not pass!"
(Bob turns away, apparently giggling silently)
Little girl in group, to her dad: Daddy, why isn't he talking?
Me: He's a mime!
(Bob turns away, trying to keep silent)
Girl: What's a mime?
(Bob turns back towards us)
Me: or perhaps he's the ghost of a mime....
(Bob walks away, so we don't hear him laugh)
(Bob returns, and holds up his hand, as if to say, "No, wait here.")
Me: Ah! Charades!  One word, two syllables...
(Bob starts to lose it, and covers his face with his hands)

Am I a bad person for making the silent dressed-in-black guy in the haunted house laugh?


Tuesday, September 06, 2005

I was listening to the radio today, and I heard an OKC DJ talking about going to the OU game last Saturday.  I thought to myself, "Ha! OU lost!"  Then, he started talking about the "Christians" with large signs and loud speech near the entrance to the stadium, shouting that he was destined for hell.  Then he took calls from people who were all, quite frankly, pissed off at these people.  I felt so ashamed.

Lord, teach us all what Your love is really like.  I'm no better than these people, and so I ask forgiveness for myself, and for them, and ask that You would repair any damage done by the actions of "Christians" who do not act according to Your leading.


Tuesday, August 23, 2005

Need help!

Okay, so there's a talent show at work, and there's a co-worker who's wanting to do an electric guitar duet.  We need some song ideas!

So far, we've got:
"Wind Cries Mary" by Jimi Hendrix
"Patience" by Guns N' Roses

But we're looking for some fun crowd-pleaser type songs, maybe not quite so mellow, but it's gotta work for ONLY two electric guitars, no drums.

the guitar-playing gtrst4jss



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